What to do next????????????? - Posted on 2007-03-03 01:41:39
Vita_Noval 1100cc Pro Racer
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I've been thinking alot recently, about things that have happened and things that may have been.
Im now at a crossroads in my life and im so confused which road to take.
Do i hold on to the past and try and make things work, or do i take one of many roads that lead me away from every thing i know and have wished for.
Its so hard to make this decision, and i wish i had someone that could travel theses roads with me.
I have made lots of friends and love them in different ways, do i leave these people behind and disapear for a fresh start? or do i leave and keep in contact with them all.
I wish i knew what to do, as i could end up at the other end of the world!
I have so much love for friends, family and it will hurt me to leave them behind.
Do i shut them out or do i not, i wish i knew.
I've been a big soft touch the last 30 or so years and have always been walked over by every one that has got close to me.
Maybe i should stay on my own, maybe thats why i should leave. Where know one knows me. Not sure why people do that and what they gain from it.
When i say to some one "I love you" it is ment from the heart, but that still not stop them hurting you.
So i need to decide what to do and what road to take, i know what i'll like to do, but that will not happen and is out of my hands now.
So do i turn my back on life and go into my own world, or do i leave every thing i know, or do i try to hold on to what i think ive got.
Who knows?
Love Ya all
Mike
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What to do next????????????? - Posted on 2007-03-03 08:01:02
gfisher 1300cc Superstar
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hard one to advise on but here goes
dont leave everything behind but dont slavishly buckle down and accept your lot. keep whats good and build on that. the worst is behind you now so onwards and upwards. add to what you have dont throw out the good with the bad.
best I can do but good luck.
What to do next????????????? - Posted on 2007-03-03 15:52:17
daisyduke 1300cc Superstar
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Mike you know deep down the right road to take, it may be a difficult one and there will also be pain along the way, but that is all part of lifes experience, dont slip into depression, make your thoughts positive, if you feel so down perhaps channel your energy and love into people who need it, there are a lot worse of than you or I and like you crave to be loved, there is hope you just have to want it badly enough
What to do next????????????? - Posted on 2007-03-03 18:32:30
bear 1300cc Superstar
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go to the pub. get drunk. cop off with the most unsuitable bint you can find, have a laugh, sod what any one else thinks. you are the master of your own destiny, everything else is a pile of crap.
hint! go for the goth bints. young fit and into experiments. dont bother with internet romances cos its all bollox.